Never in a million years...

On this day of atonement I apologize to those who I have hurt (that includes you, Schmaty!).  Sometimes I can be abrupt and coarse and unintentionally hurt the ones I love.  I also hold grudges on people who upset me.  I can't promise that this will change though.  I know that Yom Kippur suggests that I truly forgive and be forgiven, but I just can't.  Does this make me less Jewish?

Update: I spoke to Naomi and she informed me that even the Torah holds grudges.  Yay for Purim and Passover :)  And thanks to Naomi for her kind words.  What a great lady!

And this is what you've been up to?

Lately, my time has been spent on the couch or talking to Myke about "what ifs."  I've had a couple of interviews, visited Alabama/Georgia, attended TIFF and contracted the possible swine flu.  Though life has been interesting I find myself a bit down.  I am still unemployed and I still am struggling to remain positive on life (note: my mood has a lot to do with being unemployed).